Daily routine

6 in the morning
Force myself to wake
Paint on a strong face
Start another grueling day
Ten minutes later im still lying in bed
Thought of you all over my head

6 15 get in the shower
Hot water drenching my head
Try my best to stay sane
Thoughts of you distract me
In every part of my brain
I wish the water was hot enough
To melt them all away

6 30 getting dressed
Can't help but notice, the same thing they all do
All this fat
No wonder you never thought of me
The same way i do of you

6 45
Catch the bus
Hoping to see a friend
Disappointed when they dont show
Defeated i plug in an earpiece

7 on the bus
I fall asleep and dream
Nightmare or dream
Its always the same scene
Everything we could ever be

8 im at uni
In the library or in a lecture
The only thing i can think about is you
Fail half my classes
Do half my work
I've given up on everything including you

Later in the day
Make a plan to break the routine
Lets get this over with
Going to run from the last chance of you and me
As far away as can be
Another country
Another continent
Another existance
Wash, rinse and repeat

Buy a ticket somewhere so far
Go to a place where i cant be found
Hide away for the rest of my life
Still haunted by what we could have been

Thoughts of you will never go
But the chances will
Have a nice life
I'm giving you a gift
Enjoy it without me

Goodbye