Square one?

I'm lost
No sense of direction
Where am i supposed to be
I'm stuck
Time isn't flowing
This is unreal

Days are all the same
They blended together
Can't tell them apart
In a world where everything is different
My souls compass is pointing to naught

Through the fog
The faintest light
Shining through the layers
It comes from upfront
White and clear
It has to be a trap

Its just a torch
And now i'm lost
Can't remember which way i ran
So much for false hope
Getting me stuck
And now i can't find square one