Another one bites the dust

Where did it all go wrong?
In october we seemed so close
Now i a m absoloutley lost
I am out of control
It is january and you are nowhere to be found

My feelings for you were very few
Over the next few months i realised how fast they gre
You went from a good friend
To an unhealthy obsession that wouldn't end
And i cried day and night
Because of you
I don't know why
You were never mine
But still i cried

You didn't know
Or so i thought
I never said a word
But now something has come along
I don't know who, what or where
But as friends our relations ship has broken
We have suffered a irreparable tear
What i tried so hard to avoid
Has come aroudn to bite me hard
The same reason i kept quiet was because i couldn't stand to lose you
Now as a friend you leave without a word
I regret my silence
I regret my effort
I regret my kidness, my support, my friendship
I regret meeting you

Not that it wasn't good
We had our laughs
I admit some words we shared were weird
Some moments to me were sacred
And some things i wont forget
Our friendship was short lived
Six months was not enough, but its all i can get
And i wont lie by saying its all that i wanted
I wont lie by saying i wont miss you
And i wont lie by saying il be strong and that i wont cry
As friends we will part
And though i wish we wouldnt
We will
Im sorry for everything i have ever wronged you in
I wont forget you
Your name will forever be engraved
Among the others who already befriended me and left